I filled forgotten pages
of old newspapers with scribbles
of unsaid sadness.
I often found myself
curled up in bed
breathing back sour tears.
The skies no matter how blue,
painted memories
that crumple the heart.
I kept hearing timid outbursts
in the shower - the only place
where I allow my pain to speak.
Everyday, a piece of you lingers.
It kills me every time I tell myself
to let go.
The saddest truth you don’t know,
is when you left,
something beautiful died in me.
You keep waiting for something you know will never come. And it breaks you
Without any breath of comfort
because there’s no cure for it.
When I die, all I ask is to play Valleys of Neptune on my funeral.
Just so it won’t be too lonely in heaven.
write again.watch good movies.listen to Iron and Wine over and over during silent sunsets.run away from meanies who look down on me.stay happy with Anthony.live peacefully.run with good music on.for real.go swimming again and be one with the waters in all its comfort and serenity.study hard and ace my exams.laugh so damn hard as if laughter is the only thing left in life and all else are meaningless.read good books and sniff back tears or choke in laughter when i reach the 50th page.move on and keep moving forward.grow away from the hurts and pains life has cost me.keep my chains with Atticus Finch, Phoebe Scofield, Zoey Glass and all colorful things that fuck the mind beautifully.
stay fidderent.misunderstood.dista nt.and one with the few people who share the same soul.
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hi coriander,thanks for visiting. i already linked u up:)
hi coriander, woww ang galing mong magsulat.is it ok if i’ll link you to my blog?thanks
Hi! Please do visit my blog @ indeliblenonsense.blogspot.com 
ako pod mar.. hehehe
kimoi! dugay nko wla ka visit dri.. ahehehe
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tol, kinsa ni gatawag nako amaw? haha. oi hilom ko kaayo in person 
naa pa koy utang nimo no?
kimz! kimoi! kikay! kikoy! kokay! kimoi! kimat! kimai! keme! kemz!.
IKAW HAP!
amaw2x ka tinay!., ahahaha! pis., halu kimoie! –,
tol, nabuang akong comment publishing
ahem. hi crushes. pwede ta threesome? 
mura jud mo ug lover. oist, di ta magkita this christmas or new year. di na mi kaadto sa inyong hardware store kay diri ra mi sa cebu - lisud travel na bibi. 
P.S mura jud mo ug uyab ni tinay. pagbantay ana niya. nahan pud na siya ug babay. hahaha.
kimaykiat, haha. dili na ko ka ym kung buntag. oi tawa ko sa imong mga comments. murag labers ta. pahipo nga bebe 
send me the song! puweeeaasee
ate chin, daghan kaayong salamat. you inspire me to write.
@tinay, nuuuude? LOL! T_T…
vonskie, maraming salamat sa pagvisit.
iskagero, link na din kita.
sa lahat, *grins*
salamat kimay oi you have to see my nude pics naungas na. amping 666!
hello, just dropping by to say kumusta?
kimay, i am sharing this lin to you. malipay jud ko langging if you help http://tsinelasdiaries.wordpress.com/
link na nga rin pala kita..
Stars, wishes, and whimsy — your blog is still made of these beautiful things and more. Just hopping by to say I’m happy you’re writing again.
